Apa yang terjadi padaku akhir-akhir ini.

Ratu Boko, 31 Oktober 2015

“Itu bisa jadi karena tension type headache, Nis. Karena kita banyak kerja kurang istirahat. Kerja fisik, juga kerja pikiran.”

Penjelasan singkat itu aku dapat dari obrolan via Line dengan seorang teman yang baru saja mendapat gelar S.Ked.

Iya, seminggu terakhir aku merasakan sakit di bagian belakang kepala,lebih tepatnya di dekat leher. Awalnya aku mengira karena posisi tidurku yang salah. Tapi sakit kepala ini timbul-tenggelam. Kadang sakit, tapi setelah beberapa jam mereda, lalu sakit lagi. Aku sudah mengira ada yang salah dengan tubuhku. Dan begitu membaca jawaban dari temanku, aku tidak cukup kaget mendengarnya hahaha.

Embracing Life

Beberapa orang percaya bahwa segala sesuatu yang terjadi dalam hidup ini bukan sebuah kebetulan.

Aku termasuk salah satunya.

Ketika kita meminta ini, lantas mendapat yang lain. Ketika kita membenci sesuatu, lantas justru hal itu yang terbaik. Ketika kita menyesal atas pilihan dan keputusan kita. Ketika kita terlampau takut bahkan untuk menjejakkan langkah pertama pada hal-hal baru.

Pun ketika pada akhirnya, di tengah-tengah perjalanan kita kelelahan dan ingin berhenti. Di antara persimpangan, kita kebingungan menentukan setapak. Di antara pagi dan malam yang berkejaran, kita merasa kehilangan waktu. Di antara kini dan nanti, kita merasa lemah tanpa daya.

Lauh Mahfudz, begitu yang tertulis dalam Qur’an, bahwa disanalah segala takdir; rezeki, jodoh, dan usia seseorang telah lama ditentukan.

Dan untuk kebetulan-kebetulan di masa yang akan datang, manusia tidak pernah tahu secara pasti. Hanya ada rencana-rencana dan harapan-harapan yang tersimpan dalam dada. Hanya ada usaha-usaha dan doa-doa permintaan yang terucap pada-Nya.

Kali ini, kumohonkan pada-Mu, sang Pemilik Masa Depan, mudahkanlah.

Untuk semua urusan, impian, dan niat baik yang hamba-Mu pinta.

Surprise!

When was the last time you did something for the first time?

- Pinterest.com

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Hey, Monday! 

Glad to finally see you again.

Have just remembered that last week on the same day, I was totally nervous and.... sick. Why? Because last Tuesday was my first trip to Bandung (alone!) by train. 

My first trip-ever going to somewhere which is 8-hours far away from Jogja by my self.

Like, ever. This was a surpriseful experienced I'd ever had. 

So, what I was there for? 

Imbroglio.

@Nisrinays

“We feel motivated because we choose to, not because the sun happens to shine on our side of the street.” 

- Via Blinkist.com

Have you ever been so tired that all you want to do nothing? 

That at one time, you just want to give up for everything you have done, you have been fighting for. That life, is somehow seems unfair. 

Have you ever got that feeling?

The next question is, what do you do to make everything better? 

Fight or flight?

Face it or avoid it?

beberapa hari sebelum pergantian tahun.

Hai, selamat malam minggu semua.

Lucu sekali, inspirasi menulis saya selalu datang disaat tugas sedang banyak-banyaknya. 

Ehm, sebenarnya hanya satu sih, UAS take home dengan tugas merangkai 3000 kata tentang satu topik bahasan. Perlu digarisbawahi, tugas kali ini adalah tugas membuat paper alias tugas menulis.

Lho, bukannya kamu suka nulis, Nis?

Iya, saya suka nulis. Tapi ya itu, begitu saya sedang menyusun kerangka berpikir untuk paper-yang-panjangnya-3000-kata ini, saya malah membuka jendela Ms. Word yang baru dan memutuskan untuk menulis sesuatu disini.

the new me.

"...because hiding who you are seems harder than becoming who you really are."

welcome to my  blog's new concept. yes, this is me, this is nisrina.

great day.

Even though  it's been 4th December, let me say Happy International Day of Persons with Disabilities for the 3rd December! To respect and understand them are ways to help them.
I've been inspired much by helping @DACJogja's mini concert today.You guys are great! 

I'll tell you more as soon as possible, blog!

Bonne nuit!

pour mon pere.

Dear dad,

I know how you don’t like birthday-thing much.

But to read your birthday wishes for me on facebook really makes me miss you more here. 

To read your birthday wishes on facebook several days ago makes me realize how you love me so much, and I know that you’ve been prayed for me everyday. Even though you just sending me a really short SMS, I know that your wishes are too much to written down via SMS.

So here’s a special post for you. 

A little birthday wishes for you.

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Thank you for your patience facing your moody-childish-daughter,

Thank you for always picking me up wherever and whenever I call you,

Thank you for trusting me to choose things I wanna do,

Thank you for supporting me in everything I do,

Thank you for your prayer for me everyday,

Thank you so much for loving mom, me, nabil, and fakhri

I love you, Dad.

I miss you, Dad.

Happy 51th Birthday.

(September 25th)

with love, 

your little girl

Nisrina Putri.

*ps: I really sorry for this late birthday wishes, 

but I do hope you'd like it, Dad :)

this is (not) a satnite.

Heyaaa, it’s already February!

My resolution for posting more often seems fail for January, uhm. sorry :'

Aaaand It's been February and that's mean my holiday almost over and I still want to spend my days on my home sweet home :'(

Anyways.....

My mood is just swinging like a seesaw. Sometimes ups, sometimes downs. Well….

Randomly wondering about some (unimportant) things-actually....

Do we have to change who we are just for making the one we like, or even, we love just because he/she seems won’t like who we are? I mean, yeah… do we have to forget our own personalities just to make you closer to someone? I know that you have got the answer. So do I. Yes, the answer is: “I don’t know.”

We also know that change our own personality just for someone, seems uncomfortable. But in the other side, we know that we need to change. Umm.. yeah, something like that. To show him/her how we really like/love him/her.

Okay, let’s make it clear:

You know, when you’re in love almost everything inside your brain is the one that you love. It’s all about him/her. Everyday you just can’t stop thinking about him/her, right? And then, you know something that you have to make him/her realize that yeah, there is a human named "you" in this world and yeah, make him/her realize that you exist. Then finally, you’ve got him/her attention. No, yeah, at least he/she has known you. The next step you’ll do is doing anything to attract him/her. Trying so hard to make him/her likes you.
Nah, this is the point. When you try to make someone like you, you know you have to change some of your behave so that he/she will- for the first step- make friend with you. He/she will feel comfort with you.

But then the question is, “Are you really feel okay to be-not-so-you even when you’re with him/her?”

I think there will be at least, your heart will tell you that you should stop changing yourself. Because somehow, it will be nice if someone love us for whoever we are. But yeah, remeber, this is just when we have a good-personality.

I have found on someone’s twitter bio:

“Forget about ‘accept me for who I am’ and start trying to be the best that you can.”

I am totally agree with this words. Yeah, as long as we change to be someone better, why not? I mean, yeah, the one you love should brings you becoming better and better. If not? Then try to love someone else :p *eh

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You know, these days I’ve become someone who not-so-me in BBM. My display pictures these days show that I am a nice girl, in fact, I am not.

Sometimes crazy, sometimes freak,but everytime weird. Yeah, that’s me. I’m proud of it, hope you’ll be in love with me :p  *errrr….

talk to you later!
xoxo,

les photos.

And finally, this is it! :p

Some photos I want to share to you!

voila! 

With mommy! This photo was taken on November. We both look cute, isn't it? :p

with Bolon-girls! :p It was taken on PASAKRAB event on last October! FYI, it's our 2012's first project!

With Bolon + Kak Pamela + Kak Jojo! Mihihihi. It was taken when we're on TKA! On last October if I'm not wrong. TKA (Temu Kenal Akrab) was totally FUN.

This photo was taken on this December! On LM Psychology's biggest event of the year: SEMINAR NASIONAL! It's great to meet and have many new friends there! 

AAAAAND, with ma beloved cousins!!! mihihihi, sorry if this photo looks "too much" :p

I placed these photos randomly. Sorry :p

Talk to you again soon! 

Anyway, I still haven't had any idea where to spend my new year's eve. hmm... any idea? Can anybody ask me to go to somewhere in new year's eve?-_-

xoxo,

sweeter than seventeen.

Alhamdulillah.
Thank you so much Allah.
It's more than I thought before.
I'm...actually me, so speechless. I feel so lucky. To have sucha best friends who are so lovely-dovey. aaand... to get a nwe friends who are so, more than kind. nice. very nice. aaaaaa. yes, Alhamdulillah...


So yes, today I'm a 18th year-old-girl(?)
Alhamdulillah, I'm still alive. I'm still...yes, still here. Many things happened. may, so much much more. I still remember what happened on my 17th birthday. But yeah, I'd moved on. I'd forgotten what I should forget. And it's okay :)

And Allah is very, more than kind.
Allah replaces my-out-of-wished-17th-birthday with this very sweet 18th birthday.
Eventhough I'm far away from my family, I don't feel alone. I have a new family here. In Yogyakarta. I find my love here. I catch my dream, my passion here. To study in here, UGM, is sucha big big present I've ever got. Even to get very nice and kind friends here.
Alhamdulillah,
How my besties, who are far away also still care (ME MISS YOUUUU). Betha, Opi, Izzah, Adiba.... I'm speechless. How....sweet they're still care with me. how... how ah :(

I can't stop crying today.
First, when my parents called me. They said "Happy Birthday" to me. I suddenly feel like I wanna go home. I wanna hug them. I wanna say that I love them. I miss them, so much! :(
And then, a sweet voicenote from Betha and Opi. I miss how we waste our time just to talk about nothing. I miss my bestfriends, since I remember what they did to me when I was down a year ago :(
Allah, save them. Give them what's best for them :'( aamiin.

What most surprising is a cute-little-present from my new friends. Although we've just been met for a month, we've been close friend. aaaaand, this little gift is like woke me up that yes, we are really close friend. I don't know what should I do to reply their kindness. :'(
Ah, THANK YOU SO MUCH BOLON! Aloy,Sabda,Ryan,Andina,Dina,Indri,Azka,Maya,Rara, THANK YOUUU! :')

It's a long post. sorry :p
But yes, I also wanna thanked all my friends who can't be mentioned one by one. But I'll post your greetings soon!

So yes, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!
18th is like a line start.
18th is like an alarm.
18th is like a sign.
That I have to be more mature.
That All I have to do is focus on my future.
That All I have to do is do something better for myself, others, and this country, Indonesia.
That yes, I have to keep spirit. to catch my dream.

LOVE YOU SO,BLOG!
xoxo,
miss nerdy.

Alhamdulillah♥

Allah is so fair. You know, what you’ve seen through this blog-those months when I had spent mostly for "galau"-ing here. Now, ya I finally can find a rainbow, Alhamdulillah :) 

This is the most beautiful rainbow I’ve ever seen :’) 

Finally, I graduated from senior high school,being a Psychology student of Gadjah Mada University –this is really unbelievable and him ♥

Yes, I know that everything will be beautiful on its time :)

Alhamdulillah :)))

Best-Prom-Ever!

People said that Senior High School is the best moment ever. I definitely agree!

Yes, it is! Senior High School is the best moment ever-ever-ever in this world!!! 

Aaand... Yeah, I'll leave it soon. 

Yes, I'll be college student soon, amin ;) 

Mihihihihi. 

Last week, April 26th 2012 My Senior-High-School-Prom was held. It was absolutely awesome! (Y) wkwkwk. 

Oh, I suddenly realize that I would miss senior high school moments :'( 

But then, life must go on! ;)) 

So here they are,the photos:

I dance! Ya, I dance with my classmates :p mihihi. 

This is a "Tribute from 12th Grade students :p"

Photos,photos,photos. 

Too many photos to upload, so I decided to minimize it :p wkwk

and this one :))

It's Spring! 

Our Class's theme is Spring! 

mihihihi.

Yes, I love them so much <3

This is my class! 12 Science 7! Yeaaaah. 

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LOL.
I uploaded these photos randomly, anyway :p
Fyi, I finally leave science and choose social.
Bismillah :)
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 xoxo,
 

because pictures could tell you everything

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Alhamdulillah, my school-final-examination and national examination had already done. wish for the best result!
xoxo,

"I wish nothing but the best 4 you"....

I thought a “Happy Ending” was only on a fairy tale, Disney’s story or novel.
But I’m wrong.

A Happy Ending is a time when you finally could receive and be grateful for everything that have happened, and we’ve got.

Yes, a “Happy Ending” is not about the thing that you wished or dreamed came true. But it’s about the process. It’s about you how did it, seriously or just a-half. Never expecting that you will get a HAPPY ENDING before you really try to get it.

Anyways, yes, I knew that I will get my “HAPPY ENDING”. It’s about my dreams,my hopes. And.. yeah, thanks for everyone which have insipired me until I, me, become NISRINA like now :p
Remember: nobody’s perfect. Just keep trying to become a better person in this life :)

Alhamdulillah, Allah sends a lot of people who love me so much.

Mama, Papa, Nabil, Fakhri: I LOVE YOU SO MUCH.

My best friends (Betha, Opi, Diba, Izzah, Saras) and My Classmates (ALIENS): I LOVE YOU.

My big family, my grandma, cousins, uncles, aunties, and everyone: I LOVE YOU.

Especially for A: I love you, thank you for everything, “I wish nothing but the best 4 you, 4 us.” :p

Yeah, today and yesterday, I’d got sucha fun, amazing, unforgetable-experiences. Yes, it’s a CYOF. Annual-activity which have been held for 8 years for 12th grade students of SMA Negeri 1 Pekalongan. It was held by the alumni of smansa, mr. Heppy Trenggono. Yes, he’s so inspiring, and Alhamdulillah, I’m so grateful for becoming a smansa student.

Aaaaaah, Alhamdulillah ya Allah, from today, I’ll be a better, an optimistic, a cheerful, a kind, a nice, a beautiful girl! :p Amin.

Love ya my visitors! :p

xoxo,

like a skyscraper!

HAPPY SUNDAY!
I'm still busy for preparing try outs on school :p

i need a rain, to see a rainbow...

Hello! It's me! Come back! From a-very-long-no-post. Haha. It’s September, and it is almost over. And… it should have been my special month. A very very special. But… someone had just destroyed it. HAHA-_-

Yeah, on september I was born. And this year I’ve been seventeen! Yea, seventeen! But yeah…someone had just destroyed everything I wished. I dreamed for. Yeah.

Do I feeling sad? Oh YES! A VERY BIG YES! I’m so disappointed with what he had did. But… hey… life must goes on! I must be awesome, because I was born to be awesome (HAHA) and he...... he is nobody. Nobody who had destroyed my day! Thanks anyway for you.

Instead of my unexpected day, I’ve just realized that I have a verry-berry-sweet-bestfriends! Aaaaah, I love them so much! More than…..him! HAHA-__-V they are……oh, I cant find a word above extraordinary. They are really……sweet! Sweet! Sweet!!! :’D I love you girls… I know that I’m a strong girl! :)

Umm… maybe this is such a sarcastic post. I don’t mean to hurt anyone… it’s just… I feel so……. Hmm… yeah, just undescribeable feeling :’)

And for A, thank you for everything. Thank you for compliting my day for 10 months. Hope I could find someone else better, far better than you. ;)
Anyways….what I did yesterday is like what you did on my 13rd september ;) HAHAHA.

Hmm… how’s your life bloggie? I miss you so much. But as a lazy-seventeen-year-old-girl, I will meet you rarely :)

Hope we’ll meet a better October!

Amin :)

The strong girl,

just for you,Indonesia..

source: deviantart.com


HAPPY INDEPENDENCE DAY,INDONESIA!
I'm proud to be INDONESIAN. I'm proud to be born here.

You may call this is a very berry late post.
It's an hour to go to august, 18th.
But you don't know my effort to create this post -_-v
However, it's not as difficult as what our heroes had faced in colonial era ._.

Let's spread the proklamasi spirit!
Independence will be nothing if we, the next generation did nothing too.
So let's fill this independence with positive things!

Happy Independence 66th Day, Indonesia :)

miss youuu,blog!

hey.
yes, i'm not good enough as blogger.
yes.
yes.
yes, i had said that i'll be a better blogger and write more.
in fact, it's my first post on this month.

hmm....
let's see....
I'd changed my blog's header.....to be something more weird-__-V
err... actually, i'd designed more than one. Most of all couldn't make me satisfied, since that was my work.
And still......i'm busy with my homeworks and preparation for passing national examination next year, i didn't have time for it.
errr....I'm too lazy too create another new header design again .____.V
HAHA-_-

oh, well....
how's your life, people?
Me?
just still here. in my room. in my parent's house. in Pekalongan. in central java. in Indonesia.
my notebook is getting terrible-_- need to change to the new one and also the expensive one -_- hahah.

right.
i still don't know what i really want to share-_-
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maybe.....
These raditya dika's stand up comedy are entertaining enough.
i'd never seen stand up comedy before ._. ehehehe.





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last but not least, but rather late, hehe....
Happy Fasting for everyone who did it!- so do I, hihihihi :D

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xoxo,

selamat ulang tahun, INDONESIA ku :)

AWESOME !
Yeah..

Hari Ulang Tahun Republik Indonesia kali ini jatuh pada saat bulan puasa :) that means, kita upacara waktu puasa-puasa.. *krikrikrik*
intinya, walopun puasa2, kite tetep upacara (?)
well, sebagai seorang warga negara yang baik, hari ini saya mengikuti dengan khidmat upacara HUT RI yang ke-65 ini.
aand.. cuacanya juga gak panas2 banget, gak seperti waktu upacara hari Senin di bulan biasa.
that's really COOL !
terlebih, anak-anak PASKIB yang keren waktu ngibarin bendera Merah Putih nya :)
I really like that moment! haha..

tapi...
sayangnya gak ada lomba tujuhbelasan *hiks -----> padahal gak pernah ikutan lombanya -_-

gak apa-apa sihh..
yang penting...
MERDEKA !
#INDONESIA65
#MERAHPUTIH
:)

Daaan... ayo kita bernyanyi! :D

Tujuh belas agustus tahun empat lima
Itulah hari kemerdekaan kita
Hari merdeka nusa dan bangsa
Hari lahirnya bangsa Indonesia
Merdeka

Sekali merdeka tetap merdeka
Selama hayat masih di kandung badan
Kita tetap setia tetap setia
Mempertahankan Indonesia
Kita tetap setia tetap setia
Membela negara kita

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Selamat ulang tahun Indonesia tercintaku..
Semoga di tahun ke-65 ini, Indonesia bisa jadi lebih baik *Amin
Semoga kita bisa meneruskan pejuangan para pahlawan dengan baik *Amin
Semoga semua masalah di Indonesia bisa cepat teratasi *Amin
Dan Semoga, semua harapan yang baik untuk Indonesia bisa terkabulkan *AMIN
:)

xoxo,