Surprise!

When was the last time you did something for the first time?

- Pinterest.com

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Hey, Monday! 

Glad to finally see you again.

Have just remembered that last week on the same day, I was totally nervous and.... sick. Why? Because last Tuesday was my first trip to Bandung (alone!) by train. 

My first trip-ever going to somewhere which is 8-hours far away from Jogja by my self.

Like, ever. This was a surpriseful experienced I'd ever had. 

So, what I was there for? 

Sticky Notes.

Image source here.

Have you ever heard about labeling theory?

I got it when I was on Social Psychology class. 

It is said that labeling means defining someone's behavior as right or wrong based on their origin (groups,environment, family, and friends). Not because they are truly right or wrong. One wrong thing that was done by a person, could be defined as right thing if it's done by another person.

See?

Who likes being labeled?

So let's put on someone else's shoes before judging.

 I always believe that life is about learning, forgiving, loving and helping each other.

Also, life is about growing up.

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I really need a shoulder to lean on.

Nisrina.

what you need to know when you are 20 year old.

Sketched by Nisrina.

What is your definition about “being productive”?
Some people might say: doing something that earn some money.
Or doing some projects.
Or creating something new.
Or…. Anything else?
This question leads me to write this post.
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I never thought that being 20 year-old would be much complicated. 

You are no longer an adolescent. But then, it feels weird to call yourself as an adult because you are too young too be in this category. You still have to do your tasks and roles as an adolescent, plus, your new tasks and roles as an early adult. 

Enough? Not yet. 

These new tasks and new roles in society would successfully create a conflict within yourself.

resilience is the key.

2014 is such an amazing year.

source: pinterest.com

There's ups and downs especially on this last 3 months. I learn a lot and being thankful for every moments I experienced. Alhamdulillah. 

I could say that this year is the hardest year. By the coming of 2014, I'm officially 20 year-old This is the time when I finally see what life is. Over the 19 years before, I taste that life is as sweet as candies. But not for this year. I finally could taste the bitterness of the life. But I'm not regretting it, for sure. 

hal-hal kecil yang (mungkin) tidak kau tahu.

Ada kalanya seseorang menceritakan masalahnya padamu bukan untuk meminta penyelesaian atau hal-hal lain yang bisa terucap oleh bibirmu.

Bisa saja ia hanya butuh didengarkan.

Karena untuk beberapa orang, itu sudah cukup.

sebelum selamat tinggal.

Ada saat dimana melepaskan jauh lebih baik daripada mempertahankan.

Aku tidak sedang membicarakan hubungan semu cinta picisan. Ini lebih dari itu. Ini tentang sebuah proses yang berat dan penuh pertentangan batin: melepaskan.

Melepaskan apa-apa yang kita genggam begitu erat selama ini.

menulis tak pernah sesulit ini.

Merangkai aksara

Selalu lebih mudah

Daripada

Menjelaskan perasaanku dihadapanmu saat ini juga

une question.

.......

Untukmu, 

Aku hanya bisa bertanya dalam diam

more stories!

Heyaaaa, just finished one of my short-story as 'Tugas Harian' for Akademi Bercerita. Here, you can find my stories: Rakcerita.com. There still 27 stories-to-write. Yes, I'll write one story everyday there. You can read another stories from another authors. Just visit the website!
Then, still there much tasks and things to do.
I'll not write much post here.

If you miss me, you know where to find me: rakcerita.com and my twitter account: @nisrinays.
There you go.
These tasks are waiting to be finished!
Talk to you as soon as possible.

Tchao!
Nisrina.

about moving on.

image source: pinterest.com

Those who say moving on is easy are the one that never feel broken hearted. 

This post was inspired by Adel’s post on her blog, here. Emmm.. I, myself, actually had planned to write this kind of post. But then, I was too lazy to write. Also, everytime I have a time to write, I postponed it until I forgot to write this post. Hahaha.
Like what I write on the first paragraph: Those who say moving on is easy are the one that never feel broken hearted.

self talk.

It’s almost november.
Hmm.
What I’ve been through so far?
Is that really busy as you said on your last post, Nisrina? Or it’s just your dramatical life that makes it feel so hard to be through,Nis?
What you’ve got so far?
Are those things really worth-to-do? Are those things make you getting closer to what you want in your future,Nis?
Yeah.
I’m asking myself.
*Well, If you wanna answer it , just answer, for yourself not for me.

Where everything seems harder as it looks. When everything you’ve done seems not right, even for yourself. When you could be stressful yet happy at the same time. When you try to do your best, even when you realize at the end you didn’t do your best. When you feel so confused about which one you should choose. That is life.
This is life.
And this is yours, Nis.
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How my current life seems like….

I know where and how to start, but then I forget my own tract and couldn’t find the finish line. I got lost. Somebody please help me to find the finish line.
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But for the hard times, coming back to you is the sweetest escape I’ve ever had, Blog.

pour mon pere.

Dear dad,

I know how you don’t like birthday-thing much.

But to read your birthday wishes for me on facebook really makes me miss you more here. 

To read your birthday wishes on facebook several days ago makes me realize how you love me so much, and I know that you’ve been prayed for me everyday. Even though you just sending me a really short SMS, I know that your wishes are too much to written down via SMS.

So here’s a special post for you. 

A little birthday wishes for you.

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Thank you for your patience facing your moody-childish-daughter,

Thank you for always picking me up wherever and whenever I call you,

Thank you for trusting me to choose things I wanna do,

Thank you for supporting me in everything I do,

Thank you for your prayer for me everyday,

Thank you so much for loving mom, me, nabil, and fakhri

I love you, Dad.

I miss you, Dad.

Happy 51th Birthday.

(September 25th)

with love, 

your little girl

Nisrina Putri.

*ps: I really sorry for this late birthday wishes, 

but I do hope you'd like it, Dad :)

it's raining, it's raining

It’s raining, it’s raining
I’m still sitting
Here, right here sitting
I’m singing singing singing
Lalalala dancing and dancing

It’s raining, it’s raining
On a paper I’m writing
Dreams that I’m trying
Hoping, trying and reaching

It’s raining,it’s raining
For those whom jealous, I’m Ignoring
A,b,c,d, whatever they may saying
But my ears deaf , eventhough my eyes crying
Trying not to questioning
Why it’s so hard reaching for a dream

please don’t go, raining
you’re the melody
you make me dancing
you make me singing
you make me writing
you make me trying
you make me believe in dreaming

come back soon,raining!
then you’ll see everything
you’ll see I’m sitting
with a presticious book for reading
on the cover, my name will appearing
and I’ll say ‘thank you raining!’
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xoxo,